Who Am I

                                    who am I?

                                                                           

           Sometimes, I feel they're looking down to me! 

                 and even sometimes, I could not go on and see them making such kind of wizard eyes

              Am I really too different?

                                              Yes!

I am really different, 

I am really not the kind they appreciate! 

but I am feeling Ok now

                     with this personality I hold in my heart

                               this is how I am

                                                              and this is who I am

¥¥ A lie.....A word ¥¥

may be because we don'tmeet in many things
I was thinking of the different point in which we meet ..

the points that gathered our souls together

But

It's something I thought ..it exists
something I believed it is true of me..
But..

It was a lie..
thet still shouting in my heart ..
that still scrashing my skin when I remember!!!
!!!!!

why?!!
I wandered:
Why every thing is distroyed ...
just cause of one word
one word!!!!!!!

Why every thing I built in my mind should
decline in one moment ...

of fear ..
of confusion...
of gloomy day ..

... cause of one word!!!!!!
.
Why do everything turn to a real lie ..
that want to settle in my life?!!!!

may be cause we are really different ..
and may be our souls ..will never meet
may be because we are so different ...
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